Wednesday, October 28, 2009
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
Sunday, October 18, 2009
Thursday, October 15, 2009
I hope this feeling lasts. I feel good. I have crossed over the line in the sand. Decisions made, Hope restored. I'm sure I will be scared shitless soon, but for now - I'm ok!
"Let God Love Me" is Lynda's advice. Alright, I will.
Did I drink the kool-aid or something? :)
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
I really must start producing some work. I have been so preoccupied with my stupid life that I can't paint. Or at least I can't paint anything that will help me through this HORRIBLE time. Iam always so worried about stupid shit that will never come true I end up wasting my time. F'ing hours and hours of wasted time. 2009 was a piece of crap year.