Today

I hope this feeling lasts. I feel good. I have crossed over the line in the sand. Decisions made, Hope restored. I'm sure I will be scared shitless soon, but for now - I'm ok!

"Let God Love Me" is Lynda's advice. Alright, I will.

Did I drink the kool-aid or something? :)

for the love of all that is holy, a new direction PLEASE!

I really must start producing some work. I have been so preoccupied with my stupid life that I can't paint. Or at least I can't paint anything that will help me through this HORRIBLE time. Iam always so worried about stupid shit that will never come true I end up wasting my time. F'ing hours and hours of wasted time. 2009 was a piece of crap year.

Henry Moore at the Botanical Gardens

Ripped my ribs in 1/2

stupid bad painting

b4 1/2

more bowls

I made a sugar bowl with a lid! I also tried to glaze a pot that hadn't been bisque fired yet! OOPS!

3 pairs of earrings

Brass flat wire. I have to solder the joints and attach a jump ring and fill the shapes with colored resin. Wish me luck!

Friday 10/2/09

3 of the 7 cups I managed to make today.

8 lbs of failure!